MY CHRISTMAS BOY IS GONE

JERRYRIP07052011

When tomorrow starts without me,
And I’m not there to see;
The sun will rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me.
I wish so much you wouldn’t cry
The way you did today,
Remembering how I’d lay my head
In your lap that special way.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you’ll miss me too.

But when tomorrow starts without me.
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And petted me with her hand.
She said my place was ready,
In Heaven far above,
And that I’d have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.

But, as I turned to heel away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life I never thought
That I would have to die.
I had so much to live for,
So many purrs and bums to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.

I thought about our lives together,
I know you must be sad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.
But life is uncertain,
And death is unavoidable.
Stay strong Dad,
I’ll be in your memory forever.

I had stayed all night long hoping that I can give him some comfort while waiting for the best possible chance to get him to the vet but he just could not wait. He left under my watchful eyes at 9.00am sharp by giving me the last blink, “Daddy… I love you…”

Note: It’s a nightmare that I lost two December boys within 6 months… it hurts badly~

46 Comments

  1. Oh, Criz, I am so sorry! I wish he could have held on until the vet opened but it evidently wasn't meant to be. Sending a hug.

  2. Oh my… this morning when you told me, I didn't really understand what you were telling me, thought he just disappeared! So sorry to hear about this, Criz. May he rest in peace! *hugs*

  3. We're so sorry to hear that Jerry has gone to the Bridge. We're purring and praying for healing for your heart.

    The Florida Furkids and Angel Sniffie

  4. O, Criz, I can't believe that Jerry is gone.
    We are sending you lots of purrs and love.
    KC
    Missy Blue Eyes
    Faith Boomerang
    Sol
    Smokey
    BJ
    Mom ML

  5. Oh Criz, you have my deepest sympathies and condolences. You gave him a life full of love, even if it was so brief – he was loved.
    Sending love and hugs.

  6. My condolences to you my dear Criz. Jerry looks very much like the Jerry I once had, he passed away in 2003 due to kidney failure. Jerry was 8 years old & was the closest kitty I had. Goodbye Jerry L, sleep well. You will be missed & loved forever. Big hugs to you Criz x

  7. We are so very sorry for the loss of your precious Jerry. Sending lots of hugs & purrs.

  8. we're so very sorry to hear that. You gave him comfort so he went to the bridge feeling so loved.

    Nosetaps,
    Freya & Teego

  9. Fly free sweet Jerry, your time was here was too short, we are sad you have left us. We sing you to The Bridge with rumbly purrs and love little lad.

    Criz we are so sorry that you have lost another dear friend. We know this is very hard on you. Do know this though, you are a good friend to cats and none of your babies would have had good lives unless you had helped them.

    Whicky
    Oliver
    Gerry
    & The Ape

  10. I am so very sorry, Criz. Fly free, Jerry. You were well loved here and you take that love with you forever.

  11. We are so sorry your beloved Jerry has gone to Rainbow Bridge. He will look down and watch over you with love.
    Luv Hannah and Lucy xx xx

  12. We're so very sorry that Jerry had to go to the Bridge. We're sending soft purrs to help comfort you, and healing universal Light.

    Peace and Blessings.

    -Fuzzy Tales

  13. I am so very sorry to hear about your sweet Jerry. My sisters and I send you lots of hugs and purrs.

  14. Jerry was loved by you all but it was his time. You did all you could. Purrs from all of us.

    Cats of Wildcat Woods

  15. Our condolences for your loss. Jerry was well-loved and you will always have good memories of him to keep.

  16. I am so sorry to hear that Jerry has gone to the bridge. My hearts is heavy for you and your loved ones as I know he will be so missed. You are in my thoughts and I am sending purrs your way.

  17. Our deepest softest purrs of solace…
    Rest well Jerry and help Criz mend his aching heart.

    purrs
    Abby

  18. We are very sorry to hear about the loss of your beloved Jerry. What a beautiful cat he was and we can only think he will make a beautiful angel at the bridge. But we know what the loss does to the heart and so we send you purrs of comfort and solace.
    Purrs from Dr Tweety, Iris, Maximillian, Delilah, and Auntie Stinkie

  19. Fly with the Angels sweet Jerry.. We will see you on the other side, but miss you so here..
    ~ Napoleon, The Bunch and Mom Bobbie

  20. So they're together now, in Heaven, waiting for their daddy and preparing the way for others…thanks to you they knew love before they went.

  21. I am so very very sorry about Jerry. Most of us, and I also know the terrible pain when our loved babies go away from us. It is a terrible pain to bear and I am so sorry that you have to go through this. Jerry loved you and knew he was loved so much. That is a comfort we can take.

    Warm hugs and I'll be thinking of you.

  22. Criz,

    We're so sorry. We wish there was something we could say that would help.

    Sending purrs to help comfort you in your sadness,

    Charlemagne, Tamar and Mal

  23. We are so sorry that Jerry had to go to The Bridge. Many hugs to you and the other poodins.

    Luf, Us and Maw

  24. Me and my cat Charlie came over from the CB. We are so so sorry to hear about Jerry. We think this poem is so lovely and very very sad. Take care
    x

  25. We are so, so sorry to hear this sad news. Many hugs and piurrs to you and your kitty family.

  26. I a so sad for you it's terrible to loose a family member ! He will live forever in your heart that's for sure. Time will heal …

  27. I'm so sorry Jerry had to run off to the Bridge. Thank you for loving him so much and so well. Please know you are in our thoughts, purrs and prayers.

  28. Criz, we understand today is your birthday. We don't imagine you feel like celebrating but we wanted to leave warm wishes and a hug so you know we are thinking of you. Again, we are very sorry about Jerry.

  29. We just heard the news about Jerry. And we're sad for you. We lost our baby, Bowie, yesterday/Saturday, too. In the early morning hours, quite by surprise, so we sort of know what you're going through.

    We're also sorry to learn you lost two in 6 months.

    But we're glad you were able to be with Jerry at his time.

    Hugs and purrs and headbutts from us.

  30. I am so sorry for your loss, I am just hearing now.

    Hugs from my furbabies – Emma and Buster

  31. Criz, we just heard that you are feeling poorly. Sending healing purrrrrrss from all of us to you.

    Recover, soonest, OK?

    ppuurrrrrrrrr

  32. Criz, I just heard that you are in the hospital with dengue fever. You have my hopes and prayers for a speedy recovery. Herman and Emma send their very best healing purrs.

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