UPDATE:February 2:11.20am – Blood strains still everywhere… I hope the medications given would work faster. I’m forced to lock her up in the bathroom. She may look like she’s fine but inside her existed the pain that I would never be able to detect. 10.30pm – It has been aRead More →

UPDATE: 11.00pm – She’s awake but refused to eat even with the best food given on her plate. Fortunately, she did sip in some warm water. She has not stop licking her “ahem” yet. I’m still following her around to clean your those “sliding” blood stains she made on myRead More →

I could still remember how anxious I was around this time 3 years ago when Mama Jessica gave birth to these beautiful babies. The memories of helping her in labor was the most memorable experience for me. How I wished Justin could be found for this reunion and Jeremy couldRead More →

Life has been rather quiet here this festive season with rains of tears storming this tropical region almost daily, especially on one specific spot – my then new but now sad home. Ever since Jeremy’s departure, I had to brave myself to stay strong as my promise to him whenRead More →

I would like to take this opportunity to thank everyone for the wishes and comfort during these sad moments. Jeremy was the love of my life… my son… the “man” behind my blog. Without him around, my life had gone crashing down. It happened so quickly and I was totallyRead More →

No words can describe How sad and empty I feel todayEspecially when it’s your birthday. Why did you have to go away suddenlyAnd leave a big hole in my heartWhen there was hope for you to exist? What I’m suffering now seems so unfairAs my love for you has neverRead More →

16 DECEMBER 2010:UPDATE: 12.10pm – Monty’s Mum found him dead frozen under her car. I was lost for words. 🙁 A simple funeral was held. Goodbye Jeremy~ http://cats.crizlai.com/2010/12/16/remembering-jeremy/ UPDATE: 10.20am – 24 hours since I found him sick. He’s still missing. 🙁 UPDATE: 9.40am – I’M BREAKING APART… UPDATE: 8.12amRead More →

This week’s theme is FRAMED.Sometimes, certain frames should be left untouched.Now somebody is crying foul over himbeing FRAMED for tearing downa paper wall divider… THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME AND VISIT!HAVE A NICE WEEKEND! HAPPY PHOTO HUNTING!Read More →